It is still unpleasantly grey here in Baku but today was a better day mental health wise. It started off wobbly when for the first time this year I could not bring myself to get out of bed. I had my head under the duvet and a few tears until 10am. I managed to get…… Continue reading A better day 🙂
Another crap day. Grey and cold. I can feel myself becoming more depressed. I really do think my general happiness is linked to sun, I was never happier than when we lived in Dubai. The UAE is the only country that I have ever lived in where I didn’t take medication. I miss it. A…… Continue reading Its raining, its pouring….
I swear I am still cold from this morning. It is freezing, raining and miserable in Baku today. Not the best weather for running but we did it anyway. It was awful. Freezing and wet but we got it done and actually managed more than we have previously, probably because we were hoping to just…… Continue reading Not the weather for running
I love this square. Its easy and looks good and its easy so it easy its worth repeating. I saw a few patterns online and after a read through realised if you can do a basic granny you can do this, no pattern following required. I didn’t add a finally round to mine because I…… Continue reading Mitred Grannys
Today was not a good day. I drank too much red wine last night then spent 2 hours on the phone to some of my family at home. I found half a packet of cigarettes in a coat pocket and because I was pretty drunk I thought it would be a great idea to smoke…… Continue reading Twinkle twinkle
The best happy ending story I’ve read for a long time was this one today – Daddy reading Harry Potter saved his baby. ❤️❤️❤️ I fully admit this made me properly tears rolling down my face cry. Harry has a special place in my heart too, he helped keep me alive so many times over the years.…… Continue reading The magic of Harry Potter
I read an awesome article on The Mighty today. I kinda love that site, its full of stories that make me go “hey it’s not just me!” This is the article – When Depression and Dissociation Go Hand in Hand Wow I could have written that myself. I used to self harm to bring myself back,…… Continue reading I didn’t Choose this…